Cebisan minda anak liar #153

When you're sure you've had enough of this life
well hang on
don't let yourself go
everybody cries
and everybody hurts
sometimes
cause
sometimes everything is wrong

Cebisan minda anak liar #152

Hey.
I'm sorry . I know you want space .
But that's kind of why I'm here .
I realized something , I just need to say it .
From the moment that I met you
I knew we were meant to be together .
I was sure of it . It was like fate .
But that was before .
That was before .
Now, I don't think that space
can fix what's wrong with us.
We're a dream that's dead.
I doubt that I will ever stop loving you,
but it's over now.
I gotta let you go.
Completely.
Forever.

Maafkan semua bicara dan susunkata, agar gelisah tak tersimpan segera melafazkan percaya.
Maafkan semua bicara dan susunkata, agar damai jiwa kita terhakis rasa dendam selamanya.

Cebisan minda anak liar #151

I take on this burden ,
so no one else has to .

I tell you this now ,
because this narcissism is the one recourse I have left .

My only comfort is your sympathy .
And I'll take it until there's none left .

I am not a saint .
Just a man .

Is that so wrong ?

Cebisan minda anak liar #150

she is a hollow sounding rhythm pulsing ,
lining my dreams with concrete walls
that i keep running
straight into

she is a headache : a concoction of
blood and blinded eyes
that are made for
seeing

she is blankness , an empty
sheet of paper
(and i cannot
write)

Cebisan minda anak liar #149

A wise man once told me
"family doesn't end with blood"
but it doesn't start there either .
Family cares about you , not what you can do for them .
Family is there through the good , bad , all of it .
They got your back
even when it hurts .

Cebisan minda anak liar #148

Dr : Do you remember who you are before the world told you who you should be ?

Me : I'm still that kid . The kid who loathed suits and ties . The one who hated the world where people were not true . I never change . Never was and never will be . Because being yourself in the world that keep trying to change you is a fucking great achievement .

Cebisan minda anak liar #147

Duit hanyalah abstrak kebahagiaan pada manusia ,
untuk si polan yang tak tahu hargai kebahagian yang diberi sesama kita manusia .
Khususnya .

Cebisan minda anak liar #146

God doesn't want you to be happy .
God wants you to be strong .
Fahamkan , dan kau boleh kembali berpaut pada dunia yang menghanyutkan .
Cubalah lihat , dengarkan , dan fikirkan .
Ada apa ?

Cebisan minda anak liar #145

Kasih
pabila matamu sejajar renungnya dengan hatiku
Jantungku
bergetar laju tetapi mulutku tak bisa jujur

Siapalah aku mahu bersamamu
aku makhluk asing didalam duniamu .
Makhluk sepertiku hanya mampu
memerhatikanmu oh dari jauh .

Pita Hati - Olivia
Fonetik Anak Candal

Cebisan minda anak liar #144

Kau nak aku cermin diri kan ?
Okay
aku tak perlukan manusia yang berlagak malaikat untuk hitung berapa banyak janji yang dah aku khianat

dan
kau pun tak perlukan manusia yang acah-acah syaitan untuk bisik kali ke berapa kau munafikkan kemaafan untuk aku

Cebisan minda anak liar #143

Aku mahu tulis puisi untuk kamu
tapi
bila kamu berlalu pergi
kamu bawa segala-galanya pergi
termasuklah prosa yang belum bisa aku ungkapi

Cebisan minda anak liar #142

bila difikirkan ada sesetengah dari kita
yang tak pernah pergi ke pantai
sedih
sama seperti burung yang tak pernah
belajar untuk terbang

Cebisan minda anak liar #141

Bila aku lihat dalam cermin
aku tak bisa lihat diri aku

Aku cuma bisa lihat sesuatu yang bukan aku
dan yang takkan pernah jadi aku

Cebisan minda anak liar #140

Bisa aku bertanya ?
pernah pura-pura tersenyum ?
berharap yang kau tak pernah dilahirkan ?
kejar impian yang semakin tidak rasional ?
tersangkut dalam mimpi ngeri ?
patah semangat ?
dipinggir teman-teman ?
rasa bersalah yang tak sudah ?
benci diri sendiri ?

Kalau kau adalah mangsa pada semua emosi haram jadah ini
persetankan semua rasa ini
kau jangan lupa yang kau perlu kuat
kau dah sampai sejauh ini
kau ada Tuhan .

Cebisan minda anak liar #139

I know what it's like to be different .
you close the world
build a brick walls around you
drown yourself in the darkness
let the silence swallows you

I know ,
you have to face the fact that you're not the only one
you need to accept the fact that I'm just like you
you're just not that special

Cebisan minda anak liar #138

I don't want your pity .
please
don't feel sad for me

Though one thing you could do for me ,
leave me with my fantasies
and
I'll be gladly leave
you and your memories .

Cebisan minda anak liar #137

wish I could be 
every little thing you wanted
all the time

Cebisan minda anak liar #136

No distractions .
Writing comes first .
Why isn't enough that I'm your friend ?
Why must ask for more ?

Cebisan minda anak liar #135

If you fall in love with something you see in me
beware .
Honest to god
I will break your heart
tear you to pieces
and
rip you apart
and I
take no prisoners .

You have been warned .

Cebisan minda anak liar #134

It's good to know that you haven't lost your touch , pal .
Wandering all these years , how were they to know ?
How were they to know what it's like?
How it feels ?

And how they can say that they understand ?
Maybe you and I should leave again .
I
I just hate to see your heart break .