Cebisan minda anak liar #86

I'm tired of holding on to all the things I ought to leave behind
It's really getting old and I think I need a little help this time .


Muhd Akmal
Jujur aku cakap , plaster yang kau bawa belum tentu cukup untuk tampal lubang kosong dalam jiwa ini .

Cebisan minda anak liar #85

Once I rose above the noise and confusion
Just to get a glimpse beyond this illusion
I was soaring ever higher , but I flew too high
Though my eyes could see I still was a blind man
Though my mind could think I still was a mad man
I hear the voices when I'm dreaming ,
I can hear them say

Carry on my wayward son,
There'll be peace when you are done
Lay your weary head to rest
Don't you cry no more

Masquerading as a man with a reason
My charade is the event of the season
And if I claim to be a wise man , well it surely means that I don't know
On the stormy sea of moving emotion
Tossed about , I'm like a ship on the ocean
I set a course for winds of fortune,
But I hear the voices say

Carry on my wayward son,
There'll be peace when you are done
Lay your weary head to rest
Don't you cry no more

Cebisan minda anak liar #84

penat aku cuci
penat aku sapu ubat
penat aku balut
senang-senang je kau datang bikin luka lagi .

Muhd Akmal

Cebisan minda anak liar #83

Tengok sini .
Tengoklah pedih parut luka yang singgah kat sini .
Brutal kan ?
Kalau ini kau dah labelkan kronik , aku percaya ada yang lebih kronik kat luar sana .
Dan kalau aku yang kau label kronik ni masih ada kekuatan untuk bangkit dari tempat tidur dan teruskan hidup ,
aku rasa kau akan okay punya .

Muhd Akmal
It's a brand new day brother , smile .

Cebisan minda anak liar #82

Selalunya terdapat 3 cerita .
Cerita dia , cerita mereka , dan cerita sebenar .

Muhd Akmal
Apa boleh buat , kita mana ada hak nak tutup mulut orang ?

Cebisan minda anak liar #81

Mereka kata ,
"Kau ni hati batu"
"Kau ni takde perasaan"
"Macam ada suis je untuk kau on/off emosi kau"

Ye ke ?
Kalau la kalian tahu betapa gelap dan rapuhnya jiwa ni 
ditambah pula dengan luka - luka dan parut yang tak pernah hilang ,
tak mungkin kau senang senang nak cakap aku sebegitu .

Muhd Akmal
Periksa segala dimensi sebelum buat konklusi , hati - hati kawan .

Cebisan minda anak liar #80

If dreams come true
then you and I would make a two
And if I had one more
I'd dream that I stayed all night in front of your door
And while my parents would say 
'Son , now's the time to play the next card to your chest , it's time to leave and forget'


And you say baby you lied in your song
It takes all my courage not to sing along
And now my beating heart belongs to my drum

My dreams doesn't have to be beautiful .
My dreams doesn't have to come true .
I'm just glad it was there and it was worth living for .

Muhd Akmal
Waiting never quite felt like waiting when waiting was with you .