Cebisan minda anak liar #139

I know what it's like to be different .
you close the world
build a brick walls around you
drown yourself in the darkness
let the silence swallows you

I know ,
you have to face the fact that you're not the only one
you need to accept the fact that I'm just like you
you're just not that special

Cebisan minda anak liar #138

I don't want your pity .
please
don't feel sad for me

Though one thing you could do for me ,
leave me with my fantasies
and
I'll be gladly leave
you and your memories .

Cebisan minda anak liar #137

wish I could be 
every little thing you wanted
all the time

Cebisan minda anak liar #136

No distractions .
Writing comes first .
Why isn't enough that I'm your friend ?
Why must ask for more ?

Cebisan minda anak liar #135

If you fall in love with something you see in me
beware .
Honest to god
I will break your heart
tear you to pieces
and
rip you apart
and I
take no prisoners .

You have been warned .

Cebisan minda anak liar #134

It's good to know that you haven't lost your touch , pal .
Wandering all these years , how were they to know ?
How were they to know what it's like?
How it feels ?

And how they can say that they understand ?
Maybe you and I should leave again .
I
I just hate to see your heart break .

Cebisan minda anak liar #133

aku hanya manusia biasa
secebis kebebasan itu sangat berharga
maka ,
apapun pangkat dan lencana megah yang kalian sarung pada bahu kalian ,
apapun warna pakaian seragam kalian ,
kalian tiada hak untuk
robek
kurung
rampas
bunuh
anugerah Tuhan yang secebis itu dari aku .

biawak dihutan pun bebas ,
inikan pula aku manusia .