Cebisan minda anak liar #138

I don't want your pity .
please
don't feel sad for me

Though one thing you could do for me ,
leave me with my fantasies
and
I'll be gladly leave
you and your memories .

Cebisan minda anak liar #137

wish I could be 
every little thing you wanted
all the time

Cebisan minda anak liar #136

No distractions .
Writing comes first .
Why isn't enough that I'm your friend ?
Why must ask for more ?

Cebisan minda anak liar #135

If you fall in love with something you see in me
beware .
Honest to god
I will break your heart
tear you to pieces
and
rip you apart
and I
take no prisoners .

You have been warned .

Cebisan minda anak liar #134

It's good to know that you haven't lost your touch , pal .
Wandering all these years , how were they to know ?
How were they to know what it's like?
How it feels ?

And how they can say that they understand ?
Maybe you and I should leave again .
I
I just hate to see your heart break .

Cebisan minda anak liar #133

aku hanya manusia biasa
secebis kebebasan itu sangat berharga
maka ,
apapun pangkat dan lencana megah yang kalian sarung pada bahu kalian ,
apapun warna pakaian seragam kalian ,
kalian tiada hak untuk
robek
kurung
rampas
bunuh
anugerah Tuhan yang secebis itu dari aku .

biawak dihutan pun bebas ,
inikan pula aku manusia .

Cebisan minda anak liar #132

When I am overcome with anxiety
I don't just feel it .
I see it .
I hear it .

It's more than a feeling .