Cebisan minda anak liar #151

I take on this burden ,
so no one else has to .

I tell you this now ,
because this narcissism is the one recourse I have left .

My only comfort is your sympathy .
And I'll take it until there's none left .

I am not a saint .
Just a man .

Is that so wrong ?

Cebisan minda anak liar #150

she is a hollow sounding rhythm pulsing ,
lining my dreams with concrete walls
that i keep running
straight into

she is a headache : a concoction of
blood and blinded eyes
that are made for
seeing

she is blankness , an empty
sheet of paper
(and i cannot
write)

Cebisan minda anak liar #149

A wise man once told me
"family doesn't end with blood"
but it doesn't start there either .
Family cares about you , not what you can do for them .
Family is there through the good , bad , all of it .
They got your back
even when it hurts .

Cebisan minda anak liar #148

Dr : Do you remember who you are before the world told you who you should be ?

Me : I'm still that kid . The kid who loathed suits and ties . The one who hated the world where people were not true . I never change . Never was and never will be . Because being yourself in the world that keep trying to change you is a fucking great achievement .

Cebisan minda anak liar #147

Duit hanyalah abstrak kebahagiaan pada manusia ,
untuk si polan yang tak tahu hargai kebahagian yang diberi sesama kita manusia .
Khususnya .

Cebisan minda anak liar #146

God doesn't want you to be happy .
God wants you to be strong .
Fahamkan , dan kau boleh kembali berpaut pada dunia yang menghanyutkan .
Cubalah lihat , dengarkan , dan fikirkan .
Ada apa ?

Cebisan minda anak liar #145

Kasih
pabila matamu sejajar renungnya dengan hatiku
Jantungku
bergetar laju tetapi mulutku tak bisa jujur

Siapalah aku mahu bersamamu
aku makhluk asing didalam duniamu .
Makhluk sepertiku hanya mampu
memerhatikanmu oh dari jauh .

Pita Hati - Olivia
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