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Sunday, March 31, 2013

Cebisan minda anak liar #93

Relax your hand .
Let your wrist go .

But not so much .
All right , now try taking a puff .
No ? All right , don't think of it as a ciggarette .
Think of it as the thing that has been missing from your hand .
When you're holding it , you feel right .
You feel complete .
Did I miss it ?
No , not so much .
All right , now we smoke .
[Puff the ciggarette] Oh my god .

Muhd Akmal
I smoke . Again , damn it .

Wednesday, March 27, 2013

Cebisan minda anak liar #92

Don't want to hear about it
Every single one's of you got a story to tell
Everyone knows about it
From the Highest Queen to the hounds of hell .
And if I catch it coming back my way I'm gonna serve it to you
And that ain't what you want to hear , but that's what I'll do .

Muhd Akmal
I don't write to pleased you .

Saturday, March 23, 2013

Cebisan minda anak liar #91

This broken city sky ,
like butane on my skin
stolen from my eyes
Hello angel tell me where are you ,
tell me where we go from here ?

Muhd Akmal
Sign misleading to no-where .

Thursday, March 21, 2013

Cebisan minda anak liar #90

Sebenarnya , kalau kau buat sesuatu ,
mungkin nasib kau dah lain .
Tapi kau pilih untuk hanya maki sumpah seranah dan tak berbuat apa-apa .
Kau rataplah hidup kau yang kosong tu .
Kau boleh terus berfikiran stereotaip dan berharap ada magis yang boleh ubah nasib kau .
Kau fikirlah apa yang kau mahu .

Tapi izinkan aku ketawakan kau semahu-mahunya .
Pada aku hidup kau yang sedih tu gurauan besar yang patut disiarkan dikaca tv .
Belum pernah jumpa orang macam kau .
Heck , dunia belum ada label untuk orang macam kau .

Muhd Akmal
Nak jadi orang bodoh , jiwa kena kuat brother . Baru orang tak ketawakan kau .

Tuesday, March 12, 2013

Cebisan minda anak liar #89

Can't stand me ?
Forgive me .
I'm not here to be a pain .
When this is over , I'll go away .

I promise I'll leave .
I'll just be a bad memories to you .

Muhd Akmal

Saturday, March 9, 2013

Cebisan minda anak liar #88

My anger is so out of control , I’m ashamed to say that I've said it out loud , but my anger is mainly directed at objects which I’ve broken in a fit of rage . 
I hate it , because when I’m in an angry moment it feels like I’m not in control , and that’s a scary thing , because I never know what I'll do next .
I spent half of my life with uncontrollable anger .
I get angry when people try to tell me what to do , especially when I know they are right .

I lock myself away , counting 1 to 10 in my head whilst breathing in; hold my breath and do the same counting out .

I don't think of anything but my breathing .

Yes , that guy was me . Want to know how I calmed myself down ?

- Wudhuk , istighfar dan ingat tuhan la brother .
- Ceritalah pada yang sudi mendengar , coretlah pada yang sudi membaca , dan mintalah pada yang sentiasa memakbulkan .

Muhd Akmal
Anger is a strong emotion . It's okay to be angry but don't let it take control , because anger won't fix anything .