See todays world through different eyes.

If you read , you'll judge .

Monday, December 31, 2012

Cebisan minda anak liar #79

Ada garisan tebal yang memisahkan aku dengan kau .
Ada garisan tebal yang membezakan aku dengan kau .
Garisan tebal yang ringkas namun kompleks .
Garisan metafora yang dipanggil ' Bakat ' .

Walaupun kau berlari laju kau masih tak dapat kejar aku yang hanya berjalan .
Sebab sambil kau mengejar , mulut kau tak berhenti kumat kamit mencanang cereka palsu itu dan ini .
Cereka - cereka palsu tu takkan pernah jatuhkan aku .
Dan yang utama , cereka palsu takkan jadi pemangkin untuk kau maju kedepan .
Sudah - sudahlah tu .
Dah masuk tahun baru kan ?
Kenapa masih mahu berfikiran seperti orang yang tertinggal di belakang ?

Muhd Akmal
Kalau goyang dengan potensi yang aku ada , kenapa cuba ?

Sunday, December 30, 2012

2012 / 2013 Bloom

Cukup setahun memoir murahan dalam kanvas infiniti ni aku conteng .
Ini bukan hiburan , ini catatan persendirian .
Tak suka tak payah baca .

Jangan canang benda bukan - bukan .
Semak bodoh .


Muhd Akmal
2013 aku masih tajam .

Nak cuba ke ? Tak payah .
Bangun tidur pastu kira berapa tapak kau dah maju .
Tak payah mengada nak cuba .

Tuesday, December 18, 2012

Cebisan minda anak liar #78

I'm a Lawliet and I tried so hard to be a good man .
I got ego .
Ignorances were my friend . 
And these days that's a desperately rare combination .
Can't you tell it ?
What chances do I have if I don't try too hard ?


Muhd Akmal
Aku dah patah hati , hatiku dipijak lagi . Kau pijak hatiku lagi , berkali-kali .

Thursday, December 13, 2012

Cebisan minda anak liar #77

When it's your problem , you're on your own .
We don't care , we were not made to please you .
You're the one who leaved , the one who stepped out .
You're the one who closed that door .
Why came crawling back ?

You are worst than trash who keep being burden to my family .

Listen . .
You bother my family again ,
I'll send you back to whatever fairy tales you escaped from .

I've told you before , just because you're a blood that doesn't mean we're family .
You want family , be there and earn it .

Muhd Akmal
I don't care who you are , when you piss me off , you piss me off .

Friday, December 7, 2012

Cebisan minda anak liar #76

Seorang lelaki dilahirkan untuk jadi wira , manakala abangnya dilahirkan seorang pengecut .
Bayi dibiarkan menangis kelaparan manakala ahli politik korup semakin hari semakin gemuk kekenyangan .
Orang pandai disuap ilmu agar berterusan pandai manakala orang bodoh dibiarkan terusan bodoh .
Kenapa ? Kenapa ? Kenapa ? Kenapa ? Kenapa ? Kenapa ?
NASIB .
Teori hukum yang buta , yang bodoh , yang ringkas , tak sukar difahami yang dipanggil nasib .

Hello kawan , "loser" tahap berapa kau ni ?
Kau letak takdir hidup kau atas lontaran duit syiling yang kau panggil nasib ?
Kenapa buat pertimbangan berdasarkan dadu yang kau lontar ?
Kalau tak pernah usaha , kau maki la kekejaman hidup ni macam mana pun kau memang tak kemana .
Maki dan sumpah seranah tu tak mengubah fakta yang kau gagal bertindak .
Nampak disitu yang kau sedang gagal menjadi seorang manusia .

Muhd Akmal
Kau bukan pelik , kau benda lain dan dunia ini masih belum punya istilah untuk orang macam kau .

Saturday, December 1, 2012

Cebisan minda anak liar #75

Good feeling , won't you stay with me just a little longer ?
Cause it seems that you're leaving when I need you a little longer .

Tak berbaloi perjudikan hati dan perasaan untuk kegembiraan yang cuma singgah sementara .

Muhd Akmal
Aku bukan seorang penulis divine comedy .
Aku cuma seorang pemerhati dan peratap sisa kehidupan yang tinggal .

Thursday, November 22, 2012

Cebisan minda anak liar #74

Dengan nama Allah yang Maha pemurah lagi Maha mengasihani .
Aku minta maaf kalau aku lupa .
Aku minta maaf kerana hampir keseluruhannya , aku lena .
Aku minta maaf kalau aku leka .
Aku minta maaf kerana terkadang waktu , aku buta .

Kelebihan yang Tuhan bagi seringkali bikin aku alpa .
Aku mahu minta maaf kepada sesiapa sahaja yang hatinya pernah aku toreh mentah berdarah dengan segenap idea yang ada disebalik otak yang penggunaannya sangat minimal .

Aku hanya menulis refleksi diri sendiri .
Sekadar renungan , bukan cacian .


Aku mahu tanya , bisa maafkan aku ?

Muhd Akmal
(Takkan pudar jika aku lepaskan segalanya kepadamu)


Monday, November 19, 2012

Cebisan minda anak liar #73

Kalau bisa , mahu saja aku berlabuh disisimu dan sentiasa temani harimu .
Kalau bisa , mahu saja aku lena dalam dakapan lembutmu .
Kalau bisa , mahu saja aku kucup dirimu agar hilang semua resahmu .
Kalau bisa , mahu saja pegang erat tanganmu menempuh hari kelabumu .
Kalau bisa , mahu saja aku selimuti lenamu agar kau lupa sementara tentang bebanmu .

Namun aku tak bisa ,
Aku tak tahu siapa kamu .
Aku tak tahu siapa yang Tuhan janjikan pada aku .

Yang pasti , kamu belum halal untukku .
Maaf , belum masanya .

Muhd Akmal
You can be my Yoko Ono , you can follow me wherever I go .
Someday . .

Cebisan minda anak liar #72

Kau pupuklah api kebencian tu ,
percayalah cakap aku ,
kesakitan itu takkan hilang dengan cara kau lunaskan dendam tu ,
sebaliknya ia akan bercambah dan merebak .

Dan ianya tak memuaskan .
Sehinggalah kau mencari dendam yang lain , terus mencari , dan terus mencari ,
hinggalah pada suatu pagi kau terbangun dari tidur dan sedar yang kebencian dah azali dan sebati dalam hidup kau .

Ceritanya tak berakhir disitu ,
Kebencian tersebut akan menarik kau dalam sebuah ruang dimensi infiniti yang dipanggil kekosongan .
Percayalah cakap aku , ianya sunyi .
Percayalah cakap aku , apabila ditahap itu , diri sendiri pun susah kau nak maafkan .

Dan sampai sekarang aku masih terperangkap dalam ruang tu ,
jadi sebelum terlewat , jangan biarkan kebencian tu bunuh hati kau .
Jangan .

Muhd Akmal
Semua orang dilahirkan istimewa , kenapa keistimewaan itu mahu disadur dengan benci ?

Friday, November 16, 2012

Cebisan minda anak liar #71


From our lives' beginning on , we are pushed in little forms .
No one asks us how we like to be .
In school they teach you what to think , but everyone says different things .
But they're all convinced that they're the ones to see .

People tell me A and B , they tell me how I have to see .
But things that I have seen already clear .
So they push me then from side to side , they're pushing me from black to white .
They're pushing until there's nothing more to hear .

Muhd Akmal
I want out - leave me be .
 
 

Thursday, November 8, 2012

Cebisan minda anak liar #70

Every time you lost your mind because of peoples and surrounding ,
You should write a song about it .
I bet it will be one of the masterpiece .
After all , that is what tragedies are for .

Muhd Akmal
Thanks tragedies , I kinda need you for my art .

Wednesday, November 7, 2012

Cebisan minda anak liar #69

Dan andai karma yang sedang berputar meletakkan aku di puncak ,
jangan pernah salahkan aku .

Jangan pandang dengan mata merah cemburu .
Ini mungkin masa untuk aku .

Sebab aku pun ,
pernah di bawah terjelepuk jatuh tanpa ada yang menjenguk .





Muhd Akmal
Life is circle kawan , be fair .

Monday, October 22, 2012

Cebisan minda anak liar #68

Aku baru terperasan .
Bila aku dan sahabat yang lain berbual , topik yang membosankan hanya dibualkan dalam jangka masa yang singkat .
Yang aku lebih hairan , bila berbual tentang Batman , atau watak fiksyen komik dan animasi yang lain , ianya boleh berlarutan sampai 6 cawan kopi atau berjam - jam yang tiada kesudahan .
Persoalan mula timbul .
Satu darinya ialah , adakah kami ini Nerd ?


Kalau ditanya , biasa aku akan kata :
"Watak fiksyen yang kau kata kebudak-budakan tu lebih berkualiti dari topik politik kotor orang kita , lebih bagus dari idea filem romantik picisan industri kita yang sentiasa memualkan , dan aku budak art yang perlukan inspirasi , bukan konspirasi .

Muhd Akmal
How many special people realized it ?

Monday, October 15, 2012

Cebisan minda anak liar #67


Dalam dunia ni banyak barang permainan .
Kuantiti yang sesuai aku gambarkan ialah jumlah yang infiniti .
Tapi aku masih tak faham sebab dengan jumlah barang permainan yang infiniti tu , kenapa manusia masih memilih perasaan untuk dibuat main ?
Adakah permainan perasaan ini satu trend ?
Ada sesiapa yang boleh tolong jawab ?

Muhd Akmal
Adakah hal ini terlalu 'mundane' hingga tiada siapa peduli ?

Friday, October 12, 2012

Cebisan minda anak liar #66


Waktu bersama dengan kawan - kawan adalah waktu yang seronok .
Namun keseronokan itu bersifat sementara .
Terkadang waktu perlu berhijrah untuk kebaikan diri sendiri .
Sampai jumpa kawanku , moga kita selalu jadi sebuah kisah klasik untuk masa depan .
Moga di lain hari ada kesempatan untuk berseronok lagi .

Muhd Akmal
Song of yesterday now live in the underground .

Tuesday, October 2, 2012

Cebisan minda anak liar #65

I can't say .
It's your choice .
I guess I'll see you around .
But brother , you're fooling yourself if you think this is who you really are .

If you want a happy ending , that depends , of course , on where you stop your story .
 - Orson welles 


Muhd Akmal
I've seen you made a wrong choice . Pathetically , you never learned from it . 

Wednesday, September 26, 2012

Cebisan minda anak liar #64

Seems that she disappeared without a trace
Did she ever marry old what's his face?
I made a point to burn all of the photographs
She went away and then I took a different path
I remember the face but I can't recall the name
Now I wonder how whatsername has been
.

Muhd Akmal


Cebisan minda anak liar #63

Thought I ran into you down on the street 
Then it turned out to only be a dream
I made a point to burn all of the photographs
She went away and then I took a different path
I remember the face but I can't recall the name
Now I wonder how whatsername has been
.


Muhd Akmal

Tuesday, September 25, 2012

Cebisan minda anak liar #62

The crime is at record high in this country .
This country has gone to hell and no one seems to be doing anything about it .
Tell me people , can your fucking money us a better place ?

Muhd Akmal
Is there any hope ?

Monday, September 24, 2012

Cebisan minda anak liar #61

I'm here to stay .
Nothing can separate us .
And I know , I'm ok .
You cradle me gently , wrapped in your arms .

I'm home . .

Muhd Akmal
More than a feeling .

Thursday, September 20, 2012

Cebisan minda anak liar #60


Why ?
Because ,
Everybody is special .
Everybody .
Everybody is a hero , a lover , a fool , a villain , everybody .
Everybody has their story to tell . . .

Muhd Akmal
My word , doesn't time fly ? It seems like only yesterday .

Wednesday, September 5, 2012

Cebisan minda anak liar #59

Orang tanya :
Kalau diri tak sempurna , layak ke bersuara ?
Jawapan aku yang malas nak layan :
Ada ke yang sempurna , kau nak tunggu sampai bila ?

Cebisan minda anak liar #58

Hari gelapku ,
Bawa daku pergi , bersama mimpi - mimpiku di malam hari .
Tolonglah , capailah ,
Hatiku yang kini remuk dibuat cinta .

Muhd Akmal
(Cold red september)

Friday, August 17, 2012

Cebisan minda anak liar #12


Kau kena ingat ,
Waktu kau jatuh kat tempat yang paling dalam ,
Mak ayah je yang ada untuk damaikan jiwa kau yang kacau tu .
Mak ayah je yang sanggup peluk kau .
Mak ayah je yang tepuk bahu kau dan cakap 'takpe , cuba lagi'

Mana pergi awek kau ramai - ramai ?
Mana pergi kawan - kawan " so called " kau ?
Tak boleh pakai kan ?

Doesn't mean we're blood , we're family .
Doesn't mean I know your name , we're friend .
You don't just get it , you got to earn it .
It doesn't comes for free .

Thursday, August 16, 2012

Cebisan minda anak liar #57

It isn't enough to talk about peace .
One must believe in it .
And it isn't enough to believe in it .
One must work at it .

I believe in peace .
But if it is one of the issue in your political agenda ,
Even peace may be purchased at too high a price .

Muhd Akmal
(Just my humble opinion)

Wednesday, August 8, 2012

Anak Liar : The one with no turning point

Back then , I used to go to a carnival . There's an old man who sat besides me . He doesn't talked much but this was pretty much what he said .

Old Man :
- You look new , is this your first time watching a freakshow ?
- You see , this place is a refuge for the outcast . Always has been .
- It's for folks that doesn't fit anywhere else .
- But you kid , you don't belong here . This is not your place .
- You should go to school , find a couple of girls , have 2.5 kids and live regular .

Akmal :
- Sir , I don't want to go to school . I don't want regular . I want this .


Muhd Akmal
I'm just a twisted kid in a mess up world .
I took advice no fool would take . 
You want to be stereotype ? Go ahead .
I refused to be regular .

Sunday, July 29, 2012

Cebisan minda anak liar #56


Perjuangan apa ini?
Orang yang tak waras pun kiranya tahu perjuangan mereka ini tidak kemana .
Aku tahu .
Dia pun tahu .
Dan dia memerlukan pertolongan untuk keluar dari perjuangan yang jauh terpesong dari tujuan asalnya .

Akmal Lawliet
(Anarchy in the heart of Malaysia)

Cebisan minda anak liar #55

A guy walks up to me and asks 'What's Punk?'. So I kick over a garbage can and say 'That's punk!'.
So he kicks over the garbage can and says 'That's Punk?', and I say 'No that's trendy!'
Muhd Akmal
(I hate posers)

Cebisan minda anak liar #54


Defying expectation: Men should be a good looking and he/she will be okay .
This new generation of homosapiens really care about how do you look .
No matters what , how do you look matters .
Point being: It's not about how the other people look at me ,it's about how do I look at myself.

Akmal Lawliet
(ThePejantanTangguh)

Cebisan minda anak liar #52

I am just a stupid guy who is not really into love .

Because love only create an awkward atmosphere .
Because love only leaves you with many uncertainties .
Because love only leave you bearing a great hatred and jealously .
Because love only leave you crying when it gone .
Because love only provide your heart an empty hole when it vanished .
Because love only leave you bleeding when it betray .
Because love only make you fragile .

But then,one of my friend come and said . .
"Brother , I believe after all this time , only love will cure you ."
That got me thinking .
Why is the cure must be the
kryptonite ? 

The one that make me suffer ?
You know what it has done to me ?
It has made an empty spot inside my soul .
And now it's taking my control .

Love is not like anything , especially a fucking knife .

Akmal Lawliet
Whatever it has done to me , I still sing it .

Cebisan minda anak liar #51


You better open the door before I take a hammer to the walls around it .
I cannot let you stay inside my mind and drag us both down . 
You have to get out .
You belong on the comic panel , not my head .


Yes , you can kill a man , but his idea lives .

Muhd Akmal
(I wish I was special)

Cebisan minda anak liar #50

If I had to lose a mind
If I had to touch feelings
I would lose my soul
The way I do

I don't have to think
I only have to do it
The results are always perfect
But that's old news  


'Meat Puppets' yang memang terbaik .

Muhd Akmal
(Oh me)

Thursday, July 26, 2012

Cebisan minda anak liar #49

Situasinya seperti
Aku ada sepucuk Colt yang hanya mempunyai 1 peluru
Dan aku berada di tengah lautan manusia di sebuah medan perang
Tiada tujuan , tiada tumpuan , tiada sasaran .
Pada siapa tembakan tunggal ini harus aku lepaskan ?

Err . . kenapa la aku tak study langsung pasal muet .
Entah apa la cerita karut yang akan ditulis dalam exam pad esok .

Muhd Akmal
(Moga dipermudahkan segala urusan)

Tuesday, July 24, 2012

Cebisan minda anak liar #48

Did you ever wonder where the story ends , and how it all began ?
Did you ever dream you were the movie star with popcorn in your hand ?
Do you ever think you're someone else inside , when no one understands you are ?
And wanna disappear inside a dream but never wanna wake up .
I do .

Would you be happier if you were someone together ?
Would the sun shine brighter if you played a bigger part ?
Would you be wonderful if it wasn't for the weather ?
You're gonna be just fine .
Yes you do .

Muhd Akmal
(Would you be happier?)

Cebisan minda anak liar #47

For what you did to me
And what I'll do to you
You get , what everyone else gets
You get a lifetime
You've living in your easy way .

Muhd Akmal
(That is why we're difference)

Friday, July 13, 2012

Cebisan minda anak liar #46

When people asked you " Hey , are you an idiot? "
You know what you should do ?
You should admit it .
After that , show them what you were made of .
Prove that they are more idiot and pathetic for having such typical mind . .

Muhd Akmal
(It is always funny when you met peoples like this)

Thursday, July 12, 2012

Cebisan minda anak liar #45

Party like a rock star ?
I think you got it wrong .
You know what you are ?
You're just a confused little kid who just listened to 'Jumpa pakcik usin' , 'Rain' , and most sadly 'Deria ke-6' , and pathetically you claimed that you're a rocker ?
Sorry but with these all things , you are pathetically not a rockstar .
These things aren't gonna make you a rockstar .
For a less insolent word , they make you a clown .

Muhd Akmal
(Differences between you and me is I know what I am and you don't)

Cebisan minda anak liar #44

Sinonim orang kita :
Bila buat baik , kasi muka 
Mula la pijak kepala .

Aku bukan tak mau percaya .
Aku pernah percaya tapi ceritanya aku pernah terkena .
Jadi , jangan tanya kenapa aku tak percaya .
Aku cuma berjaga - jaga .


Sunday, June 10, 2012

Cebisan minda anak liar #43


Sometimes life forces us to be someone we didn't want to be .
When that happens , we often try to hold on to a little piece of who we were .
Maybe a shirt , or a stupid act , and whatsoever .
A simple thing that remind us , 'This is who I really am' .
That is why I keep my kugiran sampah 'The Finn's' alive , this blogspot updated .
No matter how far I've gone in this insane corporate world .
There always things that remind me that 'Aku Anak Liar' .
Sampai bila - bila .


Muhd Akmal
(Under the bridge)

Tuesday, May 22, 2012

Cebisan minda anak liar #42

Aku adalah subjek di setiap perbincangan mulut - mulut stereotaip kau tu .
Siapa sangka dalam aku tidak mengejar kemahsyuran , aku mahsyur di mulut mereka .
Hai lah kawan , kalau mahu tikam , tikam sekali bagi mati terus .
Jangan tikam banyak kali .
Sebab apa ?
Sebab itu langsi .


Muhd Akmal
(Catatan Algojo Si Pemancung)

Sunday, May 20, 2012

Cebisan minda anak liar #41

Itukan rahsia hati .
Kau tak tau .
Tiada siapa pun yang tau .
Sebab itulah namanya rahsia .

Muhd Akmal
(Bukan semua benda boleh dicari guna "google")

Friday, May 18, 2012

Cebisan minda anak liar #40

The confession of the ex drugs addict .

I think of what it looks like 
I think of what it tastes like
Same strange
Said it's strange 'cause I feel the same
Still remember what it tastes like, what it felt like
God , it makes me ill

Some people call it an easy way out .
But no ,
It just leads to another door called 'Hell' .

Muhd Akmal
(Once you tried , that's it you're out man)

Monday, May 7, 2012

Cebisan minda anak liar #39

Kau mahu jadi cantik mengikut acuan dunia . .
Suka hati kau lah .
Aku tak suka tapi kau peduli apa .
Kau cuma mahu kelihatan sempurna namun kau lupa .
Kau lupa pada maruah keluarga dan agama .

Muhd Akmal
(Kau mahu jadi orang bodoh , aku boleh kata apa)

Saturday, May 5, 2012

Cebisan minda anak liar #38

We turned inside of our territory into a circus .
Cause inside of our circus , we cannot be injured .
Inside of our circus , we cannot be touched .
But we are insane . . . . to believe this .

Muhd Akmal
(But the riot inside moves on)

Friday, May 4, 2012

Cebisan minda anak liar #37

You could cut all the telephone wires ,
and hope that nobody does get through
I might not have the power
Of telepathy
But, I'm gonna reach you .

But you poured petrol all over
the ship you used to sail the sea
You didn't think that you'd be coming home again
So, you said Bye to me .

Don't you ever ponder
On things we never said
Yes I did
But when we were kids
Now it's too late
Because we're dead .

Muhd Akmal
(Methaphor without melody)

Tuesday, May 1, 2012

Cebisan minda anak liar #35

I don't based all my life decision on how much money i make .
I don't chase money like you .
You throw away all your good values just to earn an easy bucks .
You don't have morals .
That just make you no different from those drag queens and prostitutes .


For me , I only need money to smother my family .
It is more than enough .
I'm nothing like you .
Because . .
I have standard .

Muhd Akmal
(Mata sudah buka , tapi hati masih buta)

Saturday, April 28, 2012

Kisah klasik untuk masa depan

 
 Sampai jumpa kawanku
Semoga kita selalu menjadi sebuah kisah klasik untuk masa depan

Muhd Akmal
(I'm on my time with everyone , but I have very bad posture)

Monday, April 23, 2012

Cebisan minda anak liar #34

Now I'm out of place and I'm not getting any wiser
I feel like the sundance kid behind the synthesizer
And I tried last night to pack away the laugh
Like a key under the mat
But it never seems to be there when you want it

Muhd Akmal

(Somebody told the stars you're not coming out tonight)

Wednesday, April 18, 2012

Cebisan minda anak liar #32

Sebenarnya , aku rasa aku tak layak komen apa2 mengenai video yang memalukan bangsa sendiri tu .
Tapi ada yang minta pendapat , jadi inilah pandangan jujur aku sebagai anarki anak liar .

Jadi mahu mansuhkan pinjaman wang pelajar yang diberi oleh kerajaan ya ?
Persoalannya , kenapa ambil kalau tidak mahu bayar ?
Belanja awek guna duit pinjaman , lepas tu mengamuk tak mahu bayar .
Kalau anda kata anda ada hak untuk melanjutkan pelajaran , anda betul .
Tapi bayar la sendiri , buat apa pinjam ?
Jujur cakap , macam dah kenyang makan namun enggan bayar .
Masa orang tu sua duit laju je anda ambil , lepas tu mengamuk buat demonstrasi tak mau bayar .
Not fair , mana boleh . .
Sebab Pro akan mentelaah cara menukarkan pinjaman kepada biasiswa .
manakala Noob pula akan buat kerja bodoh .
Senang cerita , orang dah bagi kemudahan belajar , belajar la molek2 ye .

Kepada abang yang berbadan sihat tu , sebelum cakap pasal perlembagaan melayu tu . .
Cuba tengok cermin dan tanya sebagai orang melayu mana budi bahasa anda ?
Orang melayu cam abang tu patutnya dah pupus zaman P Ramlee dulu .
Siapa kata abang bayar cukai abang boleh maki orang suka2 hati ?
Tak sedar ke orang yang abang maki tu bangsa abang sendiri ?

Review nya sedikit sebab malas tengok video bagi habis .
Malu tengok orang melayu buat huru hara negara sendiri .

Muhd Akmal
(Diriku inspirasi bukan untuk menghina)

Cebisan minda anak liar #31

Sometimes "Fuck you" is the best answer .
But not always . . . sadly .

Muhd Akmal
(I pour my aching heart into a pop song)

Cebisan minda anak liar #30

More to the point, I need to show
How much I can come and go
Other plans fell through
And put a heavy load on you
I know there's no more that need be said
When I'm inching through your bed
Take a look around instead and watch me go


Muhd Akmal
(I would wait and watch the hours fall in a hundred separate lines)

Sunday, April 15, 2012

Cebisan minda anak liar #29

People cry and people moan
Look for a dry place to call their home
Try to find some place to rest their bones
Of an angels and the devils try to make 'em their own

Muhd Akmal
(Craving for the land of peace)

Cebisan minda anak liar #28

Many a hand has scaled the grand old face of the plateau
Some belonged to strangers, some to folks you know
Holy ghosts and talk show hosts are planted in the sand
To beautify the foothills, and shake the many hands

Many a hands began to scan around for the next plateau
Some say it was Greenland , and some say Mexico
Others decided it was nowhere except for where they stood
But those were all just guesses, wouldn't help you if they could

Nothing on the top but a bucket and a mop
And an illustrated book about birds
See a lot up there but don't be scared
Who needs action when you got words

Muhd Akmal
(I laugh and shook his hand , I made my way back home)

Saturday, April 14, 2012

Cebisan minda anak liar #27

I'm not like them , but I can pretend .
The sun is gone , but I have a light .
The day is done , I'm having fun
I think I'm dumb , or maybe just happy .
Think I'm just happy .

Muhd Akmal
(This is what drugs does to the mind - Kurt Cobain 1967 till 1994 )

Wednesday, April 11, 2012

Cebisan minda anak liar #26

You like D&D , Audrey Hepburn , Fangoria , Harry Houdini and croquet .
You can't swim , you can't dance , and you don't know karate .
Face it , your never gonna make it .
I don't want to make it , I just want . . . Ok , let me stop you right there .

Sometimes , it's good to have big hopes and expectation .
But let just keep them logical .

Muhd Akmal
(I'm not okay)

Cebisan minda anak liar #25

Ramai yang masih sibuk borak yang isinya kosong ,
Ramai yang masih sibuk borak yang berisi bohong .

Muhd Akmal
(Lebih baik duduk diam dari nama tercemar)

Monday, April 9, 2012

Cebisan minda anak liar #24

Kau kata puisi - puisi ini puisi sampah masyarakat .
Kau kata ianya tidak indah .
Kau kata ianya hanya cebisan - cebisan hidup kotor .
Kau kata lagi ianya tidak mempunyai nilai - nilai estatika .
Kau kata ianya hanya luahan perasaan anak -anak liar yang hidup di tepi jalan .
Kemudian kau kata ianya hanya cerita yang tidak akan dibaca kerana konsepnya keji dan hina .
Kau kata ideologinya hitam dan gelap . Tiada masa depan .

Namun ,

Kau enggan mengaku yang kau hidup dalam sebuah ketentuan yang dikawal oleh anjing - anjing korporat yang menaburkan wang - wang najis yang mereka kutip dari hasil penipuan mereka.
Kau enggan mengaku yang prinsip hidup kau mampu dibeli dengan kemewahan yang mereka tawarkan .
Kau enggan mengaku yang puisi -puisi liar ini membuka fikiran kau yang ideologinya lebih jujur dan relevan .
Kau enggan mengaku yang apa yang ditulis oleh anak liar ini benar .

You're so far gone now , you've been running on empty .

Muhd Akmal
(I'll be just fine with who I am right now)

Saturday, April 7, 2012

Cebisan minda anak liar #23

Well over there there's friends of mine .
What can I say , I've known them for a long long time .
And yeah they might overstep the line ,
but I just cannot get angry in the same way .

Muhd Akmal
(Kalau aku mahu dicabar , aku akan cari pencabar , bukan kau)

Friday, April 6, 2012

Cebisan minda anak liar #22

Mencarut bukan caranya tunjuk yang kau rindu .

Mencarut bahasa 4 kaki .

Aku manusia normal yang punya lebih sedikit hormon lelaki,ada 2 kaki .

Jadi jangan mencarut sambil cakap rindu .

Sebab aku bukan binatang peliharaan kau ya .

Muhd Akmal
(Buang masa dengar jika angkat telefon)

Cebisan minda anak liar #21

Sudah terhantuk baru nak mengadah ,
tak apa . .
yang mengadah itu buat kita jadi manusia .

Jangan sibuk mengadah dahulu kemudian terhantuk juga ,
itu nampak . .
kau sedang gagal menjadi manusia .

Muhd Akmal
(Biarlah kau malu dengan kata - kata kau sendiri)



Cebisan minda anak liar #20

Aku mahu kau terus begitu ,
Aku mahu kau terus senyum ,

jika bukan untuk aku , senyumlah untuk diri sendiri ,

terus senyum , okay ?


Muhd Akmal
(Senyum tak perlu kata apa - apa)

Saturday, March 31, 2012

Cebisan minda anak liar #19

Maaf
Aku tak berniat nak kata yang bukan - bukan .
Tapi kalau kau adalah orang yang jenis membezakan kasta pemakaian dengan jenama jenama megah kau tu , aku tak berminat nak berkawan dengan kau .

Ps : In fact , these twinkle twinkle little stars are acting like they came from hollywood . I know where exactly you came from lah . Sorang tu dari kampung tu dan sorang lagi tu dari kampung ni . Jangan nak confront sangatlah . Menyampah .
:)

Muhd Akmal
(Lama tak tengok cermin tu la jadinya)


Friday, March 30, 2012

Cebisan minda anak liar #18

A lot of people say I'm no longer nice now
Ain't nothing changed though I'm still eating rice , clown .


Alright then, then maybe I should quit writing
Too many staring eyeballs have got a kid frightened
But why in the world , should I even pay attention
To little suckers who ain't even worth a mention ?


Muhd Akmal
(Be yourself by yourself and stay away)

Cebisan minda anak liar #17

Pernah tak kau rasa kau ni banyak duit , tapi tak cukup ?
Pernah tak kau rasa kau ni ramai kawan , tapi kau rasa terasing ?
Pernah tak kau rasa bahagia dengan orang yang kau sayang , tapi hampa ?
Pernah tak kau rasa pandai , tapi ianya tak memudahkan urusan kau ?
Pernah tak kau rasa yang kau beruntung sebab hampir punyai segala-galanya , tapi rasa seperti masih ada yang tertinggal ?
Pernah tak kau rasa kosong ?
Pernah tak kau rasa palsu ?
Pernah tak kau rasa keadaan ok , tapi kau gelisah ?

Aku tau sebab apa jadi macam tu .
Sebab kau tinggal sembahyang .

Muhd Akmal
I'll make it clear that I ain't even trying to preach you .
By sharing thoughts I hope to find a little peace here .

Wednesday, March 28, 2012

Cebisan minda anak liar #16

I heard you were looking for a man to leave
But I can tell you that I'm not the one you need
I'm always three steps behind the dance and the times
Well if I can't change for you, then I won't change for me
Oh as stubborn as it is, as stubborn as I am
I can tell you that there is no pearl in this clam
Or a diamond maybe, I stole its seed
But it was only to try and get you home with me

When there's always that someone who'll be easier on your eye

So forget the politics of living alone and just dance til the morning light

Muhd Akmal
(Dance til morning light )

Tuesday, March 27, 2012

Cebisan minda anak liar #15

Mother told me when I was young ,
come sit beside me, my son .
And listen closely to what I say .
And if you do this it will help you some sunny day .

Forget your lust for the rich man's gold .
All that you need is in your soul ,
and you can do this if you try .
All that I want for you my son ,
Is to be satisfied .

And be a simple kind of man .
Be something you love and understand .
Be a simple kind of man .
Won't you do this for me son , if you can ?



I don't buy a myth that money and gold are the keys to a happy life .

Muhd Akmal
I live like a rats on the street .
It was a brutal teacher , but I learn .
Yes , I learn .

Saturday, March 24, 2012

Cebisan minda anak liar #14

Hey I like you now .
I swear I like you now .
I used to hate you back then ,
but hey I like you now .
Don't you know how much I like you
Don't you know how much I like you now ?

"Ala . . now you Freak of course I like you now !"

Muhd Akmal
(Ada apa dengan cinta , dulu benci kini kau minta )

Monday, March 19, 2012

Cebisan minda anak liar #13

Kau kaya , aku miskin , kau masih dengki .
Kau wangi , aku busuk , kau masih dengki .
Kau kacak , aku buruk , kau masih dengki .
Kau bijak , aku bodoh pun kau masih dengki .

Kalau ada segalanya dalam dunia kenapa masih dengki ?
Maaf kalau kasar , tapi betul - betul melayu kau ni ye ?

Muhd Akmal
(Balada orang kita)

Sunday, March 18, 2012

Cebisan minda anak liar #11

Where ?
Where will we stand ,
When all the lights go out ?
Across these city streets ,
Where were you when all of the embers fell ?
I still remembered them .
Covered in ash .
Covered in glass .
Covered in all my friends .
I still think of the bombs they built .
I still think of the guns they sell .
I still think of the money they stole .
I still think the 'Peace propaganda' they lying about .
And when I think all of that , they start labelling .
Start seaching .
Start torturing .
Start destroying .
They called us 'Enemy of state' .
They send their dogs and pigs to keep us down .

Hey big guy ,

Big or no big ,
Someday , someone's going to bring you down .
Drag you on the face of justice .
May God purify you in his flame .

Remember me .

Muhd Akmal
(I'm on a plain , I can't complain)

Sunday, February 26, 2012

Cebisan minda anak liar #8

Kau gelak
sebab
kau kata
kau tak pernah jumpa orang macam aku .

Aku gelak
sebab
dengar kau kata
kau tak pernah jumpa orang macam aku .

aku pelik ?
ya
tapi kau kuno .

Muhd Akmal
(Freak dulu , kini , dan selamanya)

Saturday, February 25, 2012

Cebisan minda anak liar #7




Senyum merupakan satu sedekah , namun diarus masa sekarang ini senyum adalah suatu bentuk penyamaran yang paling mudah bukan ?

Muhd Akmal
(Senyum tak perlu kata apa-apa)

Thursday, February 23, 2012

Cebisan minda anak liar #6

Wahai pemain bahasa ,
Akulah peminat karya-karya bahasa mu .
Aku teruja dengan cara engkau menyampaikan sindiran sopan mu .
Aku kagum dengan perjuanganmu yang ingin membuka mata anak bangsamu .
Namun , aku hanya mampu ketawa kecil apabila sindiran yang kau nyanyikan hanya jadi siulan .
Rata-rata aku pergi , orang ikut nyanyi jampi serapah dan sindiranmu itu .
Namun , nyanyi sekadar nyanyi saja .
Orang tak banyak buta pada mata , orang banyak buta pada hatinya .
Ya , mereka sudah dibutakan dengan jenaka-jenaka spastik yang disiarkan di tivi 24/7 .
Mereka tidak tahu bezakan sindiran atau nyanyian .
Mereka peduli apa , asal sedap dinyanyikan mereka nyanyi saja .

"Ada teratak dihujung kampung , bawah cermin kopak ada kotak , tersembunyi dalamnya ada tempurung , sembunyi bawahnya katak melalak . "

"Kita kongsi nama bangsa tapi tidak kasta bahasa ."

"Aku lihat layu dalam melayu ."

Tidakkah kau menyampah dengan otak-otak stereotaip yang hanya nyanyi namun enggan memahami ?
Ya , hari ini aku faham yang "Seni itu untuk diraikan , bukan untuk dimilik tuankan ." Namun , kalau tahu nyanyi saja , memang tak kemanalah minda kita .

Muhd Akmal
(Bukan mahu canggung bangsa sendiri)

Sunday, February 19, 2012

Cebisan minda anak liar #5

Make yourself smile because you're alive and that's your job . then do it again the next week .
Fake it ?
I call it being professional .

Do it right , with a smile , or don't do it .

Muhd Akmal
(Risaukan perkara remeh kita takkan maju)

Tuesday, February 7, 2012

Cebisan minda anak liar #4

Mana gerangan bintang berangan ?
Pekik kata menyanyi rompak terang - terangan .
Pulang bertapa 3 tahun aku pinta peperangan .
Realiti musuhku setuju angkat tangan .

Ku khayal , biarkan ku sendiri .
Ku khayal , kenapa mahu sakiti .
Ku khayal , kenapa harus peduli .

Muhd Akmal
(Kalau masih khayal , bangun )


Sunday, February 5, 2012

Cebisan minda anak liar #3

It's a cruel world out there and it's full of lies .
But if I kiss you where it sore , will you feel better ?


Muhd Akmal
-The world is full with ugliness , how do we survive it without becoming ugly ?

Monday, January 16, 2012

Cebisan minda anak liar #2

Kebelakangan ni , aku rasa aku ni buta .
Aku buta yang mana satu kawan yang mana satu lawan .
Tapi mungkin tak perlu cakap banyak .

Aku boleh larikan minda dari memikirkan kisah luka ,
itu bukan lemah .
Itu cara yang hanya sesetengah orang buat untuk mengelak hati dari terus busuk ,
dek nanah-nanah luka yang pernah terhiris dihiris tajam suatu ketika dulu .

Terima kasih seteru bersekutu , keranamu aku bertambah mutu .

Muhd Akmal
(Sombong ? Berani cubalah .)

Monday, January 9, 2012

Cebisan minda anak liar #1

Kau tahu apa maknanya cinta , sayang dan rindu ?
Kau tahu apa maknanya teman , kawan , sahabat ?
Terangkan pada aku .
Kerana aku hampir tak faham semuanya .
Belum terlambat rasanya untuk aku tahu .

Muhd Akmal
(IniHatiFreak)