Cebisan minda anak liar #91

This broken city sky ,
like butane on my skin
stolen from my eyes
Hello angel tell me where are you ,
tell me where we go from here ?

Muhd Akmal
Sign misleading to no-where .

Cebisan minda anak liar #90

Sebenarnya , kalau kau buat sesuatu ,
mungkin nasib kau dah lain .
Tapi kau pilih untuk hanya maki sumpah seranah dan tak berbuat apa-apa .
Kau rataplah hidup kau yang kosong tu .
Kau boleh terus berfikiran stereotaip dan berharap ada magis yang boleh ubah nasib kau .
Kau fikirlah apa yang kau mahu .

Tapi izinkan aku ketawakan kau semahu-mahunya .
Pada aku hidup kau yang sedih tu gurauan besar yang patut disiarkan dikaca tv .
Belum pernah jumpa orang macam kau .
Heck , dunia belum ada label untuk orang macam kau .

Muhd Akmal
Nak jadi orang bodoh , jiwa kena kuat brother . Baru orang tak ketawakan kau .

Cebisan minda anak liar #89

Can't stand me ?
Forgive me .
I'm not here to be a pain .
When this is over , I'll go away .
I promise I'll leave .
I'll just be a bad memories to you .

Muhd Akmal

Cebisan minda anak liar #88

My anger is so out of control , I’m ashamed to say that I've said it out loud , but my anger is mainly directed at objects which I’ve broken in a fit of rage . 
I hate it , because when I’m in an angry moment it feels like I’m not in control , and that’s a scary thing , because I never know what I'll do next .
I spent half of my life with uncontrollable anger .
I get angry when people try to tell me what to do , especially when I know they are right .

I lock myself away , counting 1 to 10 in my head whilst breathing in; hold my breath and do the same counting out .

I don't think of anything but my breathing .

Yes , that guy was me . Want to know how I calmed myself down ?

- Wudhuk , istighfar dan ingat tuhan la brother .
- Ceritalah pada yang sudi mendengar , coretlah pada yang sudi membaca , dan mintalah pada yang sentiasa memakbulkan .

Muhd Akmal
Anger is a strong emotion . It's okay to be angry but don't let it take control , because anger won't fix anything .

Cebisan minda anak liar #87

Will your system be alright
when you dream of home tonight
there is no message we're receiving
let me know , is your heart still beating ?


Muhd Akmal
Are we human or are we dancer ?

Cebisan minda anak liar #86

I'm tired of holding on to all the things I ought to leave behind
It's really getting old and I think I need a little help this time .


Muhd Akmal
Jujur aku cakap , plaster yang kau bawa belum tentu cukup untuk tampal lubang kosong dalam jiwa ini .

Cebisan minda anak liar #85

Once I rose above the noise and confusion
Just to get a glimpse beyond this illusion
I was soaring ever higher , but I flew too high
Though my eyes could see I still was a blind man
Though my mind could think I still was a mad man
I hear the voices when I'm dreaming ,
I can hear them say

Carry on my wayward son,
There'll be peace when you are done
Lay your weary head to rest
Don't you cry no more

Masquerading as a man with a reason
My charade is the event of the season
And if I claim to be a wise man , well it surely means that I don't know
On the stormy sea of moving emotion
Tossed about , I'm like a ship on the ocean
I set a course for winds of fortune,
But I hear the voices say

Carry on my wayward son,
There'll be peace when you are done
Lay your weary head to rest
Don't you cry no more